girlsdontcry's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- blown out My Amazon stuff arrived already, and I didn't pay for the postage, isn't that neat. I can't open it because I ordered a Barbra Streisand CD and I don't want people to know. But I really want to open it. It was exciting post day at work, because I also got sent a free DVD, a Bruce Lee movie. Only I don't have a DVD player (I still think it's strange when people say they're going to get a takeaway and rent a DVD instead of a video). Anyway, my boss practically demanded the DVD off of me, and I don't believe he even thanked me for giving away my free (if useless) booty. I think I'm really ANGRY at the person I was seeing who dumped me, because, quite frankly, I was the one who was slumming it in that relationship. And I mean, how can he seriously think that there is someone in the world better than me? It's inconceivable. I made him roast chicken. And curry, and more than one pretty impressive breakfast. And he said he learned things, when he dumped me, and I had to point out that I'd learned nothing. Although I realised later that wasn't strictly true, I learned what I was missing in not having any pay-TV services. Anyway, apart from occassional, ill-conceived notions of sending him some sort of an email (and I'm not going to actually do it), I'm not really thinking on it that much. Except of course that I want him to realise how WRONG he was, and want me back, so I can say "no". Aaaah, but it's not going to happen and it doesn't matter anyway. Now you know what an ego I have AND how I'm bad because I want to make someone else feel bad. I've been blown out by friends for tonight, and for tomorrow night, and I blew out my friend on Monday night because I was feeling sick, and with no plans for the weekend, there is no chance for me to go on a big blow out before my time of sackcloth and ashes starts on Wednesday. Oh, and Tuesday night, my friend has cancelled me on Tuesday night too. ***LATE BREAKING NEWSFLASH*** 11:22 a.m. - 2003-02-27 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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