girlsdontcry's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The sole unquiet thing I have a headache from coughing too much. I am coughing too much from smoking too much (at all?) on Friday, when I already had sore throat and probably should've been going to bed. It's going to be a real shock when I wake up and I am 90 and I have no pension and no money, and no heating, and I'll be all like, well, I never thought that this would happen to me. By which I mean, I never thought that I would not get cancer/not be run over by a bus/not be mauled by a wild animal. A big shock. Twice in the past few days there's been a big frost in the park in the morning, so I've been thinking again of Coleridge and his frost performing its "secret ministry". I guess I always think about that when I see the first frost each winter. And maybe if I read some Robert Frost then I could think about that instead, because when I reread the rest of 'Frost At Midnight' then I feel annoyed because it's about how much better it is to grow up in the country. Which it may well be, but who wants to hear it? 2:54 p.m. - 2005-11-21 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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